Fat Girl

i'm slowly loosing it because of the many ridicules by many about my weight and appearance..what happen to just being nice and sweet and minding our business..i have tried the weight loosing and boy i lost a lot but then it done through pretty drastic measures...i would barely eat anything mostly survived on liquids.of cause the weight drop off just like that but after a while it came jumping back on me.i been told the weight of me is too much,i should loose some.saying its not that so i could be all pretty but its only more health thing..or is it..how do you all know how i feel every morning i see myself in the mirror..only i know..so stop with the comments..its seriously none of your business how i look or how much i weight.

well to make others whom care for me be ''happier'',i going to give it another try...hope it goes in the right way this time..its not i giving into people but i trying to give myself another chance to do something again which i have fail before doing before

L.O.N.D.O.N

he left me and went all the way to the UK..its freaking 7 hours different from here..its going be hard to bergossip or in nicer words online dating..:))but i’m looking forward to its every minute now..i just chatted with him!!!saw his comel face too…missing him lots again..cant wait for semester break to be over..m going back to my hometown today…yeah!!

p.s:i hope whoever who reads my post(if there is any la) dun get bored with d numerous post bout me bf…i juz miss him..hehe..i will try to write other stuff than just about him ^^.

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